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I'm Hana and I like things and then I have lots of feelings about those things! Here is some more information about me.

There was a time in my life when not every other post was about One Direction, but that time is clearly long gone.

#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i just really want to SIR already and be done with this #college

#:(#i mean i guess it's a good problem to have #but it still sucks #i'm just really in love with both schools and i'm certain i'd be happy at either #which just makes it worse of course #god i hate being stuck in limbo like this #i visited one of the schools today for the second time but i think it just made things more difficult #i wish there was some way i could combine them or SOMETHING #i have like two weeks left to decide and then that's it #that's actually a really scary thought #that in two weeks everyone will know what college they're heading off to #i can't wrap my head around it #ugh i can't deal with this #college

Every time I think I’m starting to lean toward one school over another I panic and look up all the negatives of the school and end up unable to decide again.

#why do i do this #ahhhhh #basically for the next two months i'll just post about how i have too many feelings and i don't know what to do with them #this is the actual worst semester of my life #college

#i feel like this is some weird twisted joke #like 'haha we expect you to give us $50000 a year in cash!!!!! haha we want you so much! haha did you get the last 10 emails we sent?'#no #fuck you #i hate you #jk i just tell myself that i'm actually still in love with you now please give me money so we can be together 4evr #smith #yeah that's right how do you like that in your smith tag #college

#fuck all of this #college

#stupid financial aid #insert rant about how fucked the system is in the u.s. and all that fun stuff #college

Riese how am I going to choose college? This is so scary.

i think it’s important that you be really scared about it right now
because that’s why you’ll feel so free
when you realize what college you choose
actually really
isn’t a big deal
YOU’RE a big deal. you dominate your situation.
you’ll see.
panic and pick something
for an honest reason
and go to it
and if you change your mind that’s ok too

Ask Riese a brand new thing

26/03/12 ◔ 12

V ▪ autostraddle

O ▪ autostraddle

#during the past month i've had this realization approximately 26 times and forgotten it the same amount of times #i guess we just go so obsessed and focused and fixated that we forget to look at the big picture #college

You guys I GOT ACCEPTED TO SMITH.

#i had totally convinced myself i wouldn't get in #i was so so so sure of it #omg i'm so happy #and for now i'll just pretend financial aid is not a thing i have to worry about #smith #college

#one of my uncles emailed me congratulating me on the acceptances i have so far #and then i started getting distracted and looking at ucsb's summer program thing #and now i'm having too many feelings again #i'm too emotional for this #the waiting and the acceptances and the rejections and the conflicting feelings about finally leaving and UGH #can somebody just turn off my feelings for the next couple of months #college